The family .. part 2

Chapter 1


The Wife

Now, 10 years have passed since my call. The last few years have been rather difficult, and I have fallen deep into the depths of Sheol, but it had to be so for the fulfillment of my being, to make myself perfect in understanding, as well as in my ways of doing and doing. to act. These are the trials that allow us to grow! ..
At the beginning of the year 2010, God puts me back on my feet, He gives me back of His Spirit and allows me to follow Him correctly, He especially allows me to overcome sin. Considering the sufferings that I have lived with loneliness, He gives me a wife ..
After a year, he allows me to meet a woman who seeks God, understanding that He is not found in religions, or let's say that she did not have communion with God through a religion, but she was looking for Him with all her heart .. So I explain to her what are the rules of God, because I cannot be with a pagan, nor with a woman who does not respect the ordinances of God. are our obligations towards God, if we want to follow Him correctly and benefit from His blessings and His gratitude, and here is that by the greatest of miracles, she wishes to engage with God, knowing that it is not a game, and that we use the blood of Jesus, His beloved only son, it is even rather dangerous.
An obstacle now stands in front of us, because I have no money to go and meet her. I met a sister, but I have to cross the world to be with her .. So I get on my knees, and I ask God what it is .. Since my baptism, I live alone, but a Man does not flourish in solitude, especially when one is surrounded by billions of individuals. So I ask God if it is good for me, knowing in the depths of my being that the answer is positive, because God does not he is not a cruel God who plays with those who love Him .. God tests us to see our integrity, and the bible teaches us that the elect are blessed. My journey has allowed me to know the heights of God, His mercies, as well as the depths of suffering .. How could I be a good guide if I only knew the good? .. I am in the image of Job, and so I have this faith that allows me to believe in a happy ending, and above all I read the entire bible, which shows me the different outcomes for different situations.
As if by the greatest of luck, after three months, I received a nice sum of money, which allowed me to buy a plane ticket, and these three months also allowed me to deepen my relationship with the sister, to get to know her more. I don't want to do anything, and above all I no longer want to sin or fall back because of sin. Now I have no more excuse for sin, I know how to overcome it, and I use Jesus for this purpose.
It must be said that for this passage, I had a dream, which today comes true. As I have already said, God does not leave us without understanding, it is still necessary to be careful that He said .. I snatched a young woman from the hands of the devil, taking the opportunity to take some money from her. So the devil is looking for me to take back his due, without finding me (I was hidden), having searched from top to bottom, he ends up finding me, and we start a fight. Every time I hit him, he gets up, after a few minutes I start to tire, then God tells me to implore the help of Jesus, to call him: Jesus, Jesus, Jesus .. So I implore Jesus, and every time that I pronounces his name, I see the devil decreasing, weakening .. So I cry out to Jesus, dozens of times, and I see the devil falling to the ground, it is like a man whose flesh is taken away and the bones, only the skin remains, and it falls to the ground, having no more support.
Today, therefore, my dream comes true, and I know precisely how to overcome, not only this situation, but also all the obstacles that will arise before me, before us. Deuteronomy 28 tells us that he who follows God in truth will be blessed. , and that he who forsakes Him will have tribulations.
I feel a fresh air blowing, a chapter opening. God tells us that He has prepared everything for us (His elect), so if death did not want me then I am sure of a happy ending, and since my call I know that I belong to God, Jesus is the head of a body of which I am a part .. Thank you Father, I am very honored that You have chosen me, redeemed, adopted me, and thank you to you Jesus for your patience !! ..
So here I am on a plane to meet my bride, finally !! .. Everything looks so perfect, and I feel that this time is the right one, I'm even sure. a good vibration, we have a difference in age, but it does not alter our relationship, it seems that God prepared it especially for me. I now understand the meaning of the word which says that God took one of our coasts to make our wife .. I stay a month in Indonesia and return to France, to protect my ghetto, because I am going back to Indonesia, getting married requires a certain time ..
So I go back to Indonesia, baptize the sister and we get married.
The first days were not necessarily at the top, normal, there are always tribulations in a couple, and when I wanted to leave, God prevented me each time; it took us some time to fully harmonize. I had to make efforts to adapt to a married life, and she had to make efforts to adapt, efforts and concessions, and that is when I saw that God did not want us to separate that I decided that we would get married .. It took us several months to resolve our situation, then we returned to France ..
Eight years have passed, without too much inconvenience, we rarely quarrel, we follow the same path, we worship God, the God of Israel, YHWH, everything is perfect, we grow spiritually, we do not sin too much, rarely, we knows the tribulations that sin would bring us, we follow our path, the one God opens for us ..
For the moment, we do not want a child, because a child is another situation, difficult to manage, and above all which requires real preparation, and we have nothing, we are poor, so we will wait. to find an inexpensive rental house, then we prepare, we settle down materially, (the children of God are neither tramps nor beggars, and we need a minimum to live properly ..), it is is very difficult and very long, but there is no hurry .. The advantage that we have is that we both come from poor families, so we can adapt to all situations .. We can live with it a minimum of comfort, without being too disturbed.
During these years, we had nephews, and I could see the love that my wife had for children, so we decided to grow. We are ready, we follow and respect the ordinances of God, and God blesses us in everything we do, all doors are open, and He has put in my heart, in our hearts a child, I would even say children, because we want several, it's better to have brothers and sisters .. It was not planned, but is it not God who decides and who manages?! .. It does not surprise me either, because in my story, God speaks to me about my descendants, my prosperity, to tell the truth, I expected it ..
The bible is for the elect, our history is written in this book, on the other hand, we can only decode it with the Spirit of God, a Spirit that is obtained by following the ordinances of God and with Jesus as a support ( Revelation 14:12) .. Without this cocktail, we will be religious, impossible to follow God, nor to know Him, we will follow a religion which allows us all kinds of errors, without constraint, according to the ways and the rules of the world ..

Chapter 2


The child: Yoshua Israel


Nine years have passed since our marriage, and God wants us to have a child (or children, we'll see that later), so my wife gets pregnant. Now I understand why my wife is younger than me, for how will I have children with an old woman, although there are exceptions like with Sarah, and I still understand the scriptures which speak to me of my descendants.
During the first few weeks my wife has a dream that tells her that she will give birth to a son, for me, in my heart, I knew he would be a male, especially since my story is written, and Zerubbabel had as her first born a male, and also that what opens the womb must be dedicated to God, so I was definitely sure that I had a son.
Very quickly we start to think about the name we will give him, a biblical name that will honor God, we hesitate between 4 or 5 names .. So I ask God to guide me, what name should I call my son, and God answers me to call him: Jesus .. So that there is no bad pronunciation, we decide to call him Yoshua, and as a middle name, Israel, because it is part of the tribute of Israel, of the people of God ..
This little boy, Yoshua Israel, is one of God's elect, he has been consecrated to God since his creation, and the razor will not pass over his head.
What is interesting to understand are the scriptures. Yoshua is with Zerubbabel throughout his story, he is the Jesus during my baptism, he is the one who accompanies me in all my travels, but still, he is also my son, which still accompanies me in all my travels. It's like a scripture confirmation, and I can tell you without a hint of doubt that I will be with God upon arrival.
I understood by this birth that God entrusted me with a soul to keep, to manage, until its fulfillment, as Joseph and Mary had Jesus. Like them, we are a couple of chosen ones who respect the ordinances of God, His days , Its feasts, Its calendar, the jubilees, etc ... It can happen to us to sin, but then we repent to erase the sanctions, but we avoid, knowing that the sin brings us tribulations, and we prefer that God bless us , rather than being beaten with a stick .. The flesh is weak, but we have Jesus fighting for us, therefore we become very strong ..
During my wife's pregnancy, we testified about this dream, or that I was sure it would be a son, and people laughed at us, some looked down on us, they don't like people talking about God. , they do not like stories with God .. Poor world, those who do not want God must be destroyed, to make way for the millennium, for the elect therefore! .. The earth and the heavens belong to God, the one who despise God must now leave us, the cleaning has already started !! ..
It is interesting to know that we want to go to Indonesia, to live there. I have been in France for ten years now, and I see with great sadness that people despise God, I find it difficult to bear witness of what He does for us, and to tell you, after ten years, we have no friends, we are alone, even my family denies me, they deny God, they despise us ..
On the other hand, in the Philippines people are very religious, it doesn't mean that they are with God, or that they love Him, but at least we can talk about God, so we can save some souls. I stayed a few months in the Philippines and I met nice people, people who are very poor but who share. We would like to make a community, to bear witness to the way of behaving, of how the elect of God live, to plant, have cattle, etc..
At the same time, we are opening a food store where we can buy basic or cooked food like in a canteen. Unfortunately, we live in a world where everything can be bought, so we need a cash flow. to live .., it will also allow me that people can come and know what we do and who we are .. I will make a study room, to teach and explain the word of God, just to try to save some souls, then also I will do free lessons to teach illiterates to read and write, and in my canteen, I will be able to give food to those who are hungry. This shop is therefore a place where people come to their needs, and they'll be able to read announcements about what we're doing.
For several years, I have prayed that God will open these doors to me, but I understood that we were not yet ready. What we want to do requires good preparation, and as in the parable of the talents, God gives us a small amount to argue, and when the test is successful, then He gives us more. I am a priest, and I want to teach the word of God, His law, His festivals and obligations, ways of dealing with God, what He takes pleasure in .. God trained me to teach, to guide His people, but not like religions, which come from the world. I am not greedy, I need money to do what my heart desires, to practice my faith, to share, but money does not seduce me .. I do not want vanity, no big luxury cars, no castle .. I know that now God will give me the necessary to accomplish this, and the word confirms it .. Above all do not forget My law, in the land flowing with milk and honey where I am you lead, do not turn away from it to the right or to the left, and do not imitate the nations around you.
In Ezra, Haggai and Zechariah, Zerubbabel is accompanied by Yoshua to rebuild the temple. We are the living temple of God, but God has not isolated us for so long, so that we can live well in our countryside, selfishly, even if we know how to give and share. I now know that God gives me what my heart desires, and this is what I just wrote that my heart desires. I have seen that God is giving me talents to see what I will do with them, and God has appreciated the results, and that is why He always gives us more. What I want to do is the fulfillment of my faith, the result, the works that are with faith, and it is for this reason that the doors open before me.
I will open a chapter when it happens, it will be a testimony .. I feel my departure is close, maybe next year?! .. I am already ready, and impatient too !! .. We have already started the work, our room is already built, the pawns are positioned, one by one ..
I honor God in my daily behavior, as well as my wife, but our ways must be public, because they must serve as a testimony to those outside. We have souls to save. People follow religions, but feel in their interior, a void, a lack, they do not have this reciprocal communion with God, and for good reason, this communion is not acquired by the means of a religion, but by total submission to God.